Birthday Confession

I’ve always been excited about ushering in a new year of life. I love the thrill of not knowing what’s on the other side and that I have another 365 days to amass more wisdom. In the same token, there is a part of me that feels very nervous and anxious of all the prospects that await me in my new year. 

As my birthday approaches each year, I go through a cycle of moods. First, I’m overcome with joy that I will be granted another shot at life. I recognize that everyone doesn’t make it to see their (insert age) birthday and so I am simply grateful for breath in my body. This emotion dissipates when I start to think of the goals I have set for myself and where I am in contrast with those goals. [Not even close] In all honesty, this is the worst moment for me because it plunges me into a slump where I begin to feel inadequate.

It is a real terrible feeling when you are consciously living behind a veil. On one side of that veil, I’m standing still glaring at all that awaits me on the other side. That other side houses a long list of goals; my grand prospects for a bomb future; the me who I know I am capable of being, yet I remain on the stagnant side, a mere spectator at the driven and dedicated Cadacia. Once this mood, lightly fades, I go back into birthday planning mode and preparing for the end of the school year. For the purposes of this post though, I will share the most ashamed part of me standing on the other side of the veil: I have not been maintaining my physical health as much as you guys have known me to. Crafting posts for Cadacia’s Corner has been extremely difficult as of lately because I never want to pretend that I am doing something when in actuality I am doing the opposite. I have continued to eat well, hence, my “With Love” post, however, physical fitness has slipped to the very far distant corners of my routines. Why? I have been pouring my time into other things. This is the first time in four years that I have not prioritized my physical fitness and its weird. My conscious eats away at me every time I opt out of hitting the gym. Going to the gym has become such a pivotal part of my lifestyle that I am almost ashamed to share and confess that I have not been going. I do know that in me being honest with myself and those who constantly root for me in this journey, that is the first step in me getting my act together. So, I am chalking this birthday up to confession followed by action. Watch me turn it around and operate at my optimal performance.

What’s In Your Cup?

If you’ve ever spent any period of time around me, one thing you may notice is that I always have something to drink in hand. [I’ve started to think that I have/had a problem, but we’ll unpack that later.] A couple of years ago, I came to the realization that beverage consumption is just as crucial to my health as food consumption is. While I could be eating the cleanest of meals, I’m ultimately doing my body a disservice if I’m not supplementing by drinking clean also. Once I came to that realization, I started to take inventory of the liquids I deposit into my body.

While, I’m an avid water drinker, I love(d) coffee with tons of sugar and hot chocolate. DETRIMENTAL. Now, possessing the knowledge that I do, I am more mindful of my liquid intake and whether or not I am making healthy decisions in this area. Here I provide you with an approximate daily beverage menu of mine.

Morning:

  1. I start with my “flat tummy tea,” which consists of hot water, half a lemon, 1 tbsp of apple cider vinegar, 1 tbsp of honey

  2. What’s a morning without coffee? I generally make a cup and pour ½ tsp of agave and a splash of almond milk in.

  3. The experts always talk about the importance of starting your day off with a glass of water. If I don’t drink this first, it is usually somewhere within my morning rotation.

Afternoon:

  1. More water! Why not? It keeps me running to the bathroom, feels good going down and it’s good for me… and you!

  2. I just love a green smoothie! I try to have them daily as they provide me with the fiber I need to regulate my bowels and keep my tummy in check. What I love most about them is that no on smoothie is alike! (I’ll slide my favorite recipes soon enough!)

Evening: Just Water. When I’m feeling fancy, I’ll drop fruit in. My favorite fruit infused waters are

  1. Lemon, cucumber, mint

  2. Oranges with frozen blueberries [Thank me later.]

I ALWAYS maintain the fact that the smallest strides we make in our health  can have significant impact in the long haul. I hope this has helped someone!

With Love

At the top of 2018 I re-sketched my goals, re-positioned my vision board and re-programmed my mind. During all of this rebooting, I thought heavily about the things that I do and don’t like about myself. The reoccurring thought that came to my mind was DISCIPLINE. I just love it when I can reflect on the disciplined Cadacia; the Cadacia who tackled each of her goals with attention and strategy. This bit of reflection brought me back to when I first embarked on this journey of wellness. The one thing I thought would be the most challenging, I found to be the most satisfying and exhilarating. That thing was MEAL PREP!

I took such great pride in preparing my meals late each and every Sunday night that carried me into the early Monday morning hours. I loved uncovering my meals during lunch as my colleagues constantly questioned “what’s for lunch?” I re-inspired myself week after week as I attempted a new Fit Men Cook (https://fitmencook.com) or Skinny Taste (https://www.skinnytaste.com) recipe. What was most satisfying about being a new found “clean eater” was the fact that my hands possessed the ability to craft flavorful meals that were healthy and fulfilling.


Lately, I’ve been thinking a lot about that earlier twenty-something Cadacia. These thoughts have turned into action, as I’ve fully thrusted myself back into meal prep mode and it feels so good! I’ve reserved Sundays for stepping from behind my laptop and stepping in front of a skillet to craft my meals with love all over again. Through getting back to meal prepping, I’ve come to re-realize a few things:

[The most obvious of them all] I EAT better! I’m in control of what and how much of that goes into my body because I am my own personal chef.

I save some coins. It’s so much easier to keep my money to myself when I prep breakfast, lunch, dinner, snacks and beverages to last me throughout my workday.

I re-claim my time. Meal prep saves me so much time during the week, as I'm not agonizing over dinner and when all meals are placed in their own personal containers, I simply grab and go. Fast food at its finest!

I'm excited! I look forward to the process of trying new recipes (cooking and eating).

My body thanks me. To me, meal prepping is an act of self-love. Each meal is made with such care and attention that I appreciate it so much more as it warms and fills my belly.

I’ve been documenting my meal prep on my personal insta story but will start sharing it via the We Come From Queen page very soon! I may even start sharing some my favorite recipes. Stay tuned to #cookingwithcadacia.


With Love,

Cadacia

Stay In Your Lane

Remember that one time I went vegan?

Exactly one month after making that post, I searched the internet high and low for (natural) ways to combat my anemia. Being able to put a name to the way I’d been feeling for months led to this intense research. I took my iron pills when I remembered & they seemed to be working, but I wanted more. I needed to know of the alternatives that existed. One of the first articles that I entertained, highlighted the significant amount of iron present in the very thing that I had elected to give up... meat! I decided I’d look into that further. With each click and swipe I found that I could not escape the fact that I was not doing enough to combat my anemia. In fact, I was hindering the slighest effort to counter this condition.

Chicken

Turkey

Steak

All of these were the recurring sources of iron. No matter where I looked, I was sure to find these. Needless to say, the day after I had conducted my research, I went out to dinner and ordered the steak of course. I. Was. Afraid. This moment helped me to come to a huge realization: Health is truly wealth. If I am to be serious about my health and living a long life, I must do what's best for me. Although veganism seemed like a super healthy option, it does not suit my health needs. I gained so much from taking the time out to find out what foods would heal me. This was just a gentle reminder to stay in my lane.